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In two days I had two grey hairs pulled. Now I'm only down to one. They say this is progress. I say it is sad.I am getting very nervous that I am completely unqualified for the only job that I have thus far applied for. Not only do I have crapfilled grades, but I am not on moot court, have no experience in any sort of trial capacity, do not really know how to do legal research... The list continues. I feel much less pressure applying for a job with legal aid -- if I'm sub par there no one will really care! Sick statement, I know.
I really want to wear red on new years. I'm not sure why. I also want to wear gold. Perhaps I will wear red with gold jewelry. I also want to wear a dress. Perhaps a red dress, although I think most just aren't right for this new years. I don't know, we will see. What I really want is to go to a huge dressy event. Preferably some fundraiser where everyone looks nice. Part of me has hope that some day when I am an attorney I will have the opportunity and should save a red dress for that. I'd also like to go to a black tie affair, which makes me want to wear a black mini-baby-doll-esque foof dress for this new years. I hate new years, I don't know why I am thinking about this so much.
I have been obsessed with scrapbooking the last two weeks. The funny thing is that I get into fixes, then am too scared to scrapbook for the next two months or so (too scared that I will make shitty pages and hate it, then have to rip it apart and ruin pictures and extras). It's bizarre. I scrapbooked for like 15 hours over two days -- it was my high. Now I'm back to being nervous about the whole thing, but I went to Michaels to get materials yesterday and I will go back tomorrow. Everything makes me nervous, need to work on that while I still have free physiological services (which, I'd like to point out, I don't use anymore).
I am permanently bored, and that is a weird place to be.
HORN
posted by Z @ 1:15 PM
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