Maybe Not
I was going to be done with the blog, but here I am again... I got to Tucson today, and find it unsettling. I realized I was prepared to be the person that is moving to AZ, but am not prepared to be the person that lives in AZ. I just need to digest it, which will happen, but until then the anxiety is back.I'm excited to meet new people, but I'm also exhausted. I hope that I find the energy to be social by Monday. If not, it's alright, I restart at the end of May in Bar-bri.I guess I still feel in limbo -- this isn't where I am going to live, I have only been here a few hours, I'm not totally ready for this experience and the bar.... Moving on is always sad for me, and I think I'm giving myself an extra time to hold on to Toledo and my old life. Tomorrow is a new day, a fresh start, and a new life.
posted by Z @ 6:22 PM
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