The Intern Not Sleeping With a Congressman

rambles

In two days I had two grey hairs pulled. Now I'm only down to one. They say this is progress. I say it is sad.

I am getting very nervous that I am completely unqualified for the only job that I have thus far applied for. Not only do I have crapfilled grades, but I am not on moot court, have no experience in any sort of trial capacity, do not really know how to do legal research... The list continues. I feel much less pressure applying for a job with legal aid -- if I'm sub par there no one will really care! Sick statement, I know.

I really want to wear red on new years. I'm not sure why. I also want to wear gold. Perhaps I will wear red with gold jewelry. I also want to wear a dress. Perhaps a red dress, although I think most just aren't right for this new years. I don't know, we will see. What I really want is to go to a huge dressy event. Preferably some fundraiser where everyone looks nice. Part of me has hope that some day when I am an attorney I will have the opportunity and should save a red dress for that. I'd also like to go to a black tie affair, which makes me want to wear a black mini-baby-doll-esque foof dress for this new years. I hate new years, I don't know why I am thinking about this so much.

I have been obsessed with scrapbooking the last two weeks. The funny thing is that I get into fixes, then am too scared to scrapbook for the next two months or so (too scared that I will make shitty pages and hate it, then have to rip it apart and ruin pictures and extras). It's bizarre. I scrapbooked for like 15 hours over two days -- it was my high. Now I'm back to being nervous about the whole thing, but I went to Michaels to get materials yesterday and I will go back tomorrow. Everything makes me nervous, need to work on that while I still have free physiological services (which, I'd like to point out, I don't use anymore).

I am permanently bored, and that is a weird place to be.

HORN

posted by Z @ 1:15 PM 0 comments

Damn This World

I now have three gray hairs.

posted by Z @ 11:47 AM 0 comments

110K fuckers all in one place....

I just wrote a very long paste and it was lost.... This month has perhaps been the worst that I ever remember in my life, and it's things like this that push me over the edge. Even supposedly fun/relaxing tasks like this one end up being a fucking disaster.

In a nut shell my post said -- I hate U of M. I hate everything associated with U of M. More than anything I hate the pathetic excuses for actual people that U of M attracts as fans. And also, but only in part, students.

My mental break down associated with my move is going strong, most recently associated with the chance that I may have to leave behind my couch. Which was very distressing. For no good reason. I loved my couch last year. This year I am pretty indifferent. Yet I do NOT want to not take it with me.

The only positive thing that has come out of this entire year is that Doogie Howser is gay. I love Doogie Howser and I love that he was tired of people thinking that he might be straight so set the record...... You understand. I think that is awesome and he is my new best friend. Now all I need is Nick Lachey to marry Jennifer Aniston and life would be on the up swing.

posted by Z @ 5:12 PM 0 comments